having asmr is kind of weird because how do you explain to someone that you have to listen to a woman whispering in russian while scratching a notebook in order for you to be able to fall asleep?
I have two moods
One is highly sophisticated intellectual who goes into complex thoughts and is always moody and deep
the other is an immature 5 year old that doesn’t know how to control herself or her language or her actions
there is no inbetween